It started out with a bad attitude and only got worse with age

 She died at almost 92 

Mean angry hateful as ever 

Hes there and has 30 more years of self created hell,

Blames a habit on bad health of a person and ignores the attitide and life style of the person

 example

smoking cigarettes are bad, cause all problems

he and she said this constantly

and she quit smoking in 1967

and that was not the cause of all of her health problems

the negative angry hateful mean selfish attitude was the cause 

Belives he/she can MOLD people into what they want

Wants to look real good in public. Tyrant devil at home and not in the public view

Pushes me and people, frquently trying to get me or someone to do things they want and not do what they don't like

 Daily push of all their stuff

Schemes plots plans ..does things behind my back wih no notice

 this is why he/she wants to know what your plans are and what you are doing at all times

so they monkey wrench can be thrown into it

and he/she can try to take full credit for any beneficial things and blame me/you for any negative things that occur

Rigid. Continues same thoughts and activities complains constantly about same things. Won't change thoughts

Does not want to wait for anything or anyone

Lacks creativity and flexibility

Praises self for doing hard work. Calls others lazy constantly

 continues to do hard work manual labor, some of which could be avoided or done much easier and chastises hates anyone who cannot perform all of the hard work duties he/she does 

saying

they are lazy

they/you just don't want to do it

that is just an excuse

My calmess makes him/her more angry

Anger is primary emotion expressed frequently often daily easily

NEEDS TO LEARN BRAVERY AND TO LIGHTEN UP

FEELS WORTHLESS MOST OF THE TIME

 FEARFUL

HATEFUL

angry

scared lost 

AGGRAVATED

HORRIBLE

Mother mae Marjorie played the victim

 And viciously attacked children all ten of them 

Accusing them of theft 

And evil things she did 

FULL OF SHOULD AND SHOULD NOTS

IN LOVE WITH FAKE FANTASY

STATUS QUO TRYING TO ACHIEVE IT

 STATUS QUO TRYING TO ACHIEVE IT

FINDING NORMAL TRYING TO APPEAR NORMAL ALL OF THE TIME

ACTUALLY HAS NO CLUE WHAT NORMAL IS BECAUSE THERE IS NO SUCH THING

AFRAID OF UNIQUENESS ,INDIVIDUALTY, FREE SPIRIT SPIRITED PEOPLE KNOWN PERSONALLY SO IS SUBCONSCIOUSLY ATTRACTED TO THE FREE SPIRIT SO HE CAN ATTEMPT TO DRAIN THEM AND KILL THEIR SPIRIT TO ATTAIN IT FOR HIMSELF

FEAR OF CRITICISM RIDICULE FEAR OF BEING DIFFERENT

FEAR OF RIDICULE

FEAR OF CONDEMNATION

AND HE CONDEMNS CRITICISES RIDICULES SHAMES BLAMES HUMILIATES OTHERS FOR BEING "DIFFERENT" 

DESIRES: SAFETY SECURITY

BELIEVES HARD BACK BREAKING BALL BUSTING WORK IS NECESSARY IN ORDER TO ACCOMPLISH MOST THINGS. FLEXIBILITY, FLUDITY, NATURAL NESS ARE NOT IN HIS WORLD IN HIS MINDSET. ALL THINGS MUST BE A HUGE STRUGGLE.

BELIEVES HE DETERMINES WHO DESERVES WHAT

CONSTANTLY COMPARING SELF TO OTHERS AND DETERMINES WHAT HE THINKS IS FAIR 

CALLS PEOPLE STUPID OFTEN CONSTANTLY CONTINUALLY DAILY YET IF ANY ONE EVER INSINUATES HIS OWN STUPIDITY IS OFFENDED AND BECOMES VIOLENT ANGRY EXPLOSIVE 

AFRAID TO STEP OUT OF LINE

PERFECTION ATTEMPT

CLEAN UP WHILE CREATING WORKING

REQUESTS WHAT IS POPULAR, FAMOUS TO EAT AT A NEW RESTAURANT SO

MAKES DECISIONS REGARDING COMMON CONSENSUS INSTEAD OF DECIDING FOR HIMSELF WITHOUT REGARD TO OTHER PEOPLE'S OPINIONS

LIKES ANY TRADITIONAL STANDARD THING  THAT IS ORDINARY AND COMMON 

RELUCTANT OBSTINATE STUBBORN AGAINST TO TRY ANYTHING DIFFERENT

ANY ITEM OR ACITIVITY OUT OF THE "ORDINARY"

CALLS OTHERS STUBBORN FREQUENTLY

HAS LIMITED VOCABULARY WORDS TO DESCRIBE VARIOUS LIFE SITUATIONS AND CIRCUMSTANCES

 GOT MARRIED BECAUSE HE THOUGHT IT WAS THE "RIGHT" THING TO DO

Minimizes me and emphasizes how common, unimportant ordinary not special I am

Doesn't want to hear any compliments or positive statements that anyone else has to say about me

Doesn't want to hear any compliments or

positive statements that anyone else has to 

say about me.

Instead, minimizes me and emphasizes how common, unimportant ordinary not special I am

Does not want to hear my opinion

Gives credit to self for all good things

Expects me to do what he does. Doesn't care that I can't do it.

ONLY does what he wants

ONLY going to get what HE wants.

Threatened divorce for many years. Then stopped. I don't know actual real reason.

 however I am suspicious due to the personality  

Wants to look good in public. Neighbors most important.

FEAR of expressing SELF

 fear of criticism is drastic

so goes with commonly accepted views of certain group that he identifies with

Must use outside sources to determine what "should" be

Easily threatened intimidated

 when I state something I know.... feels threatened by my knowledge, intelligence, individuality

yet soaks up information via media channels from strangers

Watches porn sex videos with vokume off

6-1-2020

 Words out of your mouth (Michael S)

"What do you expect me to do, treat you like a goddess?"

Why would I want to look at your picture? !! I see you all of the time !!!1

Don't waste my time! That was a waste of my time. You are wasting my time!!!

 words out of his mouth frequently

Does not want to go anywhere because will be TEMPTED

Detests window shopping due to temptations of wanting it and spending money

knows will want what he sees

want to buy it 

eat it

grab it

have it

EXTREMELY conscious of people in surroundngs . Unable to relax at a restaurant anywhere ...thinks everyone is watching him when fact is he is watching everyone else

CAN NOT Keep Hands Off of Anything NO Resistance unable to control the self

Appears/ seems to have zero self control when it comes to NOT touching things

when the house was broken into first thing he did is touch and go around moving things and cleaning up

Does same thing with any mess anywhere. Automatically begins cleaning and moving things around without any thought of destroying evidence that might possibly be needed such as determining perpretrator of a crime scene

sees any piece of food snack or otherwise grabs it puts into mouth immediately (seems like he does it without thinking about it at ALL) (ATE the soap on Christmas tray received as an example)

eats the food while preparing, cooking, stiring or moving it, while and during giving some to the cat or any other animal or person 

sticks fingers into mouth touche edge of containers such as any sauce bottle like barbecue salad dressings mustard virtually ANY containers and WIPES off edges lips of bottles with FINGERS which are undoubtedly covered with bacteria from LICKING fingers 

fingers edges of any type of petroleum grease wheel bearing motor oil solvents paints cleaners virtually any containers of anything must put hands into it and fingers touching it spreading 

sees me dressed in certain clothes outfits or sees me moving certain ways totally unable to control the self and keep his hands off of me (SO I wonder what he does when seeing any other female dressed or undressed or moving certain ways)

Un non creative. Blockhead. Easily influened by advertising, sales people.

 Buys name brand items 

typically adverstised 

slogans are believed remembered easily

believes the lies in almost all ads for products

THINKS AND BELIEVES:

gatorade and sports drinks are good for you actually replace electrolytes 

milk does a body good

calcium necessary must come from cows milk