Wits end.. when is it going to end

 Whos going to end first and when?

Whats going to happen, am i to die at his hands or my own?

The why doesnt seem to matter as much anymore...

Question is who whar when how and what can i do when i dont know what to expect.

Rationality and reasoning is impossible, out of the question with a maniacal unpredictable jekyll and hyde antisocial paranoid narc .?

Shady sneaky surely i havent seen all sides of his personality, the person and people existing in his body ...i have no idea how many people are in him..maybe there are many more i dont know about.... whats he do when i am not with him...only he knows that answer unless he suffers from amnesia which is likely.. oh my god....