Wednesday, February 21, 2024
Tuesday, February 20, 2024
Still insecure
Weak
Scared
Fragile
Must cut others down to build self up
Hypercritical
Needs to cry but screams and yells in anger instead
Points the finger
Blames me for bad behavior
Blames the world
Sunday, February 18, 2024
Won't own up to their own behavior: Projects own bad behavior onto others
saying that I am acting like them or
that I said something rotten he/she said or that I
supposedly meant to say a thing I did not say or mean
Monday, February 12, 2024
Sunday, February 11, 2024
Lambasted me for talking to a sales associate woman at home depot sunday feb 11, 2024
1st thing he suddenly decided to bolt out the door go to home depot 330 pm. no prior notice or warning. then claimed he had told me he was going.
i decided to drop my food prep not having eaten a thing all day and run with him spur of the moment
he goes to the paint department. sees 315 dollars for 5 gallons of paint, complains nonstop about it, says cant believe it then storms off down the aisle going somewhere else i do not know where. in the meantime i talk to sales associate lady and inquired about the cost of paint. she shows me a 5 gallon bucket of paint for 99 dollars which is at the first part of the aisle; he totally missed as he went quickly to the middle of the aisle. while he is gone wandering the store i ask her more questions about paint, discuss that i used to paint a long time ago and she shows me kilz paint deal 3 gallons for 29 dollars. she said if you buy 2 of the 3 gallon containers you get a bonus free one gallon can with the purchase totalling about 60 dollars for 6 gallons of paint.
he finally comes back to paint aisle. sales associate shows him the 99 and 29 dollar paint and kilz deals. as we leave the store he begins an irate rage at me saying why do you always have to stand there talking to people wherever we go, cant you figure things out on your own? what were you talking to her about for half an hour? what is wrong with you? there is something really wrong with you...His anger against me continues as he suddenly decides to drive to Sutherlands at 67th and blue ridge in kansas city, missouri. I told him I will stay in the car when he gets there as he doesn't want me talking to anyone and that is exactly what i will do if I go into the store. It was closed at 4 pm due to the super bowl game today. He is mad, upset and confused repeating several times that the store hours show it is open until 5 pm on sunday and goddamit they should be open. Fuck that stupid super bowl game.
He suddenly decides to go to walmart in raytown off 350 hwy to see if they sell paint. I stayed in the car while he was in there for about 10 to 15 minutes. He says they have cheaper paint, a 5 gallon bucket for 50. Is eggshell color okay with me ? He plans to use it for my bedroom and the hallway by my room. i said it is fine, that is the standard common color.
Can't understand the serenity prayer
to change the things i can and
the wisdom to know the difference
because he/she thinks he can change it all
Friday, February 9, 2024
Chooses my friends. Says i dont want you hanging out with so and so
I dont want you going over there
Staying too long
I dont want you hanging out there
Wearing out your welcome
Youll end up being like them
They are out to destroy our relationship, up to no good, i dont trust them
Says i am your only friend, others are out to take advantage of you to use you
Thursday, February 8, 2024
Tuesday, February 6, 2024
He has a long list of what is wrong and complaints
the list goes on and on forever about what he thinks is wrong with me and just about everyone else in the world
Thursday, February 1, 2024
Being ignored, told no drives them mad. Rages, yells, storms outwardly
At objects or living beings such as animals or people