Blamed me for not knowing. Examples: not knowing how to drive a stick shift manual transmission volkwagen when I was 14, not knowing about court and tickets when I was 19
childish temper
threw fits. screamed fix me something to eat when i was 16. grandma had left disappeared. I was alone in house with him. I was scared and called my dad, left the house to live with my parents. gpa threw a fit when my dad came and got my bedroom set and demanded he bring it back
focus on exercise of the body, physical fitness and appearance, NEVER focused on fixing himself and his rotten mean snake personality
yelled had loud voice
impatient with anyone who didn't learn very fast and thought they should know things instantly it may have taken him years to learn
instigated fights with others, grandma and me or anyone in the house especially
"that burns my ass" said often
angry most of the time
impatient driver
competitive
into most sports baseball basketball football especially. was an umpire, referee and a basketball coach
taught p.e. physical education and math most.
chess game master favorite game
money focused. coin collections. sacajawea was one
lack of empathy. told gma i should go to school when i was 6 years old fractured my skull on a cement curb after i fell off bicycle, first time i had ridden on one. gma kept me in home for one month due to doctors orders
grabbed me by the back of my neck dragged me into the house
sex focused
hit me on the butt with his fist joked about it saying it must be jam because jelly dont shake like that
stole food off my plate then laughed about it
undesirable to women
things hard work physically is the only thing
being rude is normal
proud to be an ass hole
not spiritual, not religious. gma went to church on sundays. after she died he said he started going because she had wanted him to go. he never learned basics about being polite and appreciative or spiritual
early riser
watched news and sports results every night
focused on the weather intently
pin oak trees. loved. had 2 planted in the front yard when moved into new house belton missouri in april 1971
yard work focus. gardenining. rose bushes. i had to do the yard, garden, take out trash, rake leaves, clean driveway and all of it beginning when i was 10
instant food expectations. fast food liked alot example mcdonalds which gma hated
had clothes special made at jack henry. shirts
attorneys hired to go against me to get custody of my son, also hired lots of attorneys lawyers for my son ricky when rick got into trouble due to anger issues
accusations of me and others. accused my ex husband ed of not paying taxes, of being child abuser of ricky
one track mind, gma called him one way corrigan
never appreciates small stuff
critical of everything
hateful, mean
fraudulent possible of insurance company claiming things stolen out of house may have been staged set up
rush push push through all stuff
porn mags looked at playboy was one of them i saw he had
kicked my dog in the ribs . she was in the garage he was getting ready to go that morning he was pissed about something as usual
no friends social at home
dental college favorite place to have teeth work done
no night lights in dark house due to penny pinching attitude
fault finder
grew up in poverty
questioned me about stupid trivia
insulted waitress at restaurant. acted like she couldnt do math. he sneered
played poker. went to bars after gma died. that is where he met the last woman he married.
i had to show and model new clothes gma got me for school every year. said turn around ..now i know that meant he wanted to look at my ass
budget one of his favorite words
wonderful, one of his favorite words. said the word wonderful in flat tone when i would say something positive i did or something good that happened
said little girls around age 5 know the effect they have on men and people
takes a shower in the morning. takes a shower at night before bed.
my husband michael does almost every one of these things. he is so similar it is frightening.
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