Daily weather forecast: Shitty with guaranteed vomit ball tsunamis

Infantile temper tantrums frequently

He always tells me not to talk to anyone anybody

Maturity level of a child age 2-5

Wants to keep everything. Hoarder mentality

TRASHES WHATEVER I DO. TRASHES MY SONS MUSIC WORK AND PRODUCTION

Has to ONE up me on anything I say, think, do. Overstep re-do whatever I do.

Believes everything costs money.

Expects things to be free. Has no appreciation for anything free

Assumes other people are stupid idiots and can't learn anything and don't know anything.

Repeats himself. Redundant. Acts like I didn't hear or listen when I got it the first time.

Wants to be heard listened to. Won't listen to me.

Quiet and polite around strangers/neighbors. Rude as fuck to me.

Repeats same irritating and failing behaviors. Will not repent/change ways.

Constantly corrects me and rarely corrects himself.

Holder of false beliefs he thinks are facts. Will not listen to factual evidence. Fights it all.

Focus on mess, disasters, wrong doing of other people and not himself. Does nothing to work on self. NOT introspective.

Chasing the red dot of money. That is what he said he does. Truth

Ugly is being broke, he said this over 30 years ago. AND ugly is acting mean. Has nothing to do with money.

Paranoid in a tavern bar lounge scene

My kids grew up with music . I grew up with music thanks to mom and dad

 Thanks to me playing it most of the time

One is a studio engineer

Dance I do. Expensive stereo equipment is him and them

 I can dance to a cheap tinny radio

He and they can't dance and have to have high dollar stereos, speakers, amplifier, television, monitor, cameras

Fools 

Lost power money sex and me

Questions and comments he asks and says every time

??????

where is the box or container/ can / bag for food i made cooked prepared

what brand is that

is that something type of food i bought

where did that come from

what made you do that

what are you doing with that

how much did that cost

guess how much this costs

where did you get that

what is the blankety so and so thing doing sitting out? you arent going to throw it away are you?

when was the last time....(usually about things there is no way to know the answer to)

Constant unnecesary questions that often lead to arguments or stupid statements. A total waste of energy and time.

thinks he is keeping track of things

 https://liveboldandbloom.com/10/relationships/controlling-men#:~:text=19%20Signs%20of%20Controlling%20Men%201%201.%20They,about%20your%20point%20of%20view.%20...%20More%20items

controlling men this is him to a tee

contradictory; says i want you to make money then inhibits my actions to do so

thinks he is cornering confining me for life in the master bedroom just like he did to his mother

Slightest view of butt ass boobs tits skin sets him off. Dont be alone with anyone inside a building structure of any kind.

 incidences are many and go way back .. i remember comments made to me 

i was wearing a sheer type summer dress it was hot in the 90s back when my son came to visit in 1997 98 99 and he said what are you trying to do have sex with your own son.. total bullshit to me my son wouldnt even think of that

(does this mean he becomes aroused at the sight of a female in sheer or little clothing?)

accused me of doing it or going to with each new person i met each and every time ..vinzent, tony, basically any person he hasnt bonded with yet

says dont go in the house alone with him/them and dont let anyone in this house home unless i am here

(does this mean if he is in a home house building alone with a person he would have sex with them?)

said in response to his sisters accusations of child molestation by him of her baby girl daughter.. i was never alone with her

(does this mean if he had been alone with her he would have molested had sex with her?)

paranoid about me going into any neighbors house even when it is only a woman friend like debbie/debra, wendy 

violently attacked faux strangled me several times, one incident when i came home from a walk in the neighborhood had visited peter's house and had a few beers he gave me. peter and his neighbor e? and i sat outside the whole time neither one tried anything with me. he was so angry maintained that when my son and daughter in law stopped by he did the attempted strangulation strangle around my neck on me right in front of them

peeping tom in the windows at apartment complex in independence missouri when he was a teenager. is adamant about keeping curtains closed and casting shadows across the windows at night and will become violently agitated if he sees a curtain open with the light on inside my room or any room in the house including the living room his bedroom garage window any window

(does this mean he peeps today?)

back in 1998 march april i went to dallas texas took bus greyhound he insisted i get clothing to cover up and look shabby so no one would look at me so i found the ugliest coat baggy clothes and did my best to not look attractive during entire trip. even when i was talking to my brother ken i told him i need to be protective of myself and asked him to look out for me if any guy hit on me

He will lose all his money and material things if he hits me

 not sure if he realizes this

money and material things is what he prizes the most

Threw fit and disrespectful as hell again tonight MLS

 I Called him on the carpet tonight ,reminded of how he treats me when I spill a drop of water or make any kind of mistake or forget something .He goes on tirade yelling I don't want to hear it shut the fuck up youre just trying to cause trouble.

He destroyed a VHS tape he wrongly tried to clean the mold off of by using a drill and homemade bit metal twisted rod thing. I wasn't mad didn't yell at him saying things he says to me like "why do you tear everything up your so stupid so sloppy, careless, not careful don't pay attention don't listen .. "

Don't care, break things the dishes have chips in them thanks to you, you did it, you don't care, things cost money, you're always dropping things, ..

What kind of upbringing he must have had parents poorer than dirt stupid as hell fuck, yelling screaming over simple things and any and everything blaming others for anything that goes wrong, unable to cope, handle basic day to day living, scrapping, scraping for food, bad diet, ignorant associates and family all flocking together in stupidity .. looking for answers on the radio television or anywhere.. 

Bravery courage desired. Might attain it

 Absorbed with others who display courage to do the right things and take risks

Admires my traits in other people, not in me

SAYS GO FASTER AND TAKES TIME DOING THINGS FOR ME OR DOESNT DO IT AT ALL

Would not tolerate anyone talking to him the way he talks to me

Picks a fight, attacks me at every mealtime

Norman, his uncle thought the people were talking to and with him over the radio

 schizophrenia/schizophrenic

the old man, single never married no kids children spawn

lived in raytown, missouri in his own self designed junkyard

alone most of the time he listened to the radio alot and thought the broadcasters were talking directly to him

he accused people of stealing /theft things he misplaced just like his sister marjorie did who was also paranoid schizo

He doesn't seem like a perv. Nice guy next door type

 I can't detect perverted sex or sexual weird ness in the acts with him.

No unusual requests demands fetish abuse rape pain or anything else strange.

Says can't see hurting anyone during sex, is very sensitive and responsive in bed or wherever we perform it

So if he has any unusual dealings it's not with me.

A good marriage movie by Stephen King is like him

 Blew my mind when I saw striking similarities in the main character husband in the movie.

I wonder how the writers got the information for the story

Possible some of the most insane crazy people in the world that I have encountered, heard about or observed in books, media sources tv, radio, internet

 referring to existing male i have lived with for 32 years since december 15, 1991...met him in may of 1987

his mother and sister were living in the duplex in independence missouri back in the summer of 1987 and were both living here at the house he bought in january 1991 that I moved into in december of 91

mother and sister insane

i had no idea he was also crazy nuts as he appears to be the direct opposite in the public eye

Will not seek treatment of any kind. Thinks everyone else is crazy and stupid

Another attack i just survived at home

Doubled up his fists threatening to hit me again. There is nothing i can do

Cash only is preferred. No accounting. No record keeping. Impusle buys

 https://www.bbc.com/future/article/20180806-how-do-you-treat-someone-who-doesnt-accept-theyre-ill

Picks a fight with professional people who studied a subject or taught entire life

I told him he needs a male to fight/spar with and not me (again)

He is pissed at the world : corrupt politics YET allows local corruption

 does not defend anyone personally known that I have seen including me

attacks me with this political news information about how terrible it is and how worried he is about not getting social security 

i was gone for about 5 hours this evening as soon as i walked in the door he started in on me again about how terrible and bad things are and how these people high up need to be punished, hung from a tree 

he heard something from alex jones about hanging people from trees

and i began making my bed and he attacked me saying why don't you make your bed right, put the cover on it correctly... and 'i dont understand why you think you have to tear your bed apart everyday'  and jumped me again about stupid stuff.. the frustration he has about other things he worries about is misdirected and taken out on me. 

it makes me wonder if it might be a psychological issue in his subconscious mind (he is unaware of) that he could feel guilty for his own crimes whatever they might be and wants punishment or avoids it and doesn't want to be punished so seeing others pay the price would compensate him 

 20 Signs You May Be Dealing With a Psychopath (choosingtherapy.com)

 https://theconsciousvibe.com/what-are-the-signs-of-having-a-weak-mind-31-examples/

Nice and smiling only when wants something then turns mean nasty after getting it

Sarcastic snide mean rude to me

 dismissive dismisses whatever I say 

acts like doesn't understand importance of anything I say

Expects me to work for nothing, low wages, no formal education

 and use all my money for basic bills, utilities

groceries 

gasoline

I am to scrimp on everything while he goes out does only what he wants

spends large amounts of money on himself

uses cash most of the time for god knows what

and he tries to monitor watch closely how much money I have

Hates answering surveys yet asks others questions frequently

Buys stuff off qvc, advertised items on certain websites visited often

 sites like ebay; seems to think everything is better priced on ebay

craigslist; one of favorites

mike lindell site; mypillow ; bought a bunch of pillows for self and others and nobody else wanted them, sheet sets of which i did not want them, slippers, 

Gets it because it is there not necessarily because he/she wants it

 regarding

food

things, items

Habit not desire

 habitual more than ??

reactive not thoughtfully responsive

easily triggered by sights, number one

smells, 2

sounds, 3

Has to eat sweet dessert after every meal

Plays slow sleep elevator music or nonstop news while working in garage

 slow boring shit that makes me want to go to sleep

Plays super fast high energy dance music during meals, lunch brunch, dinner

Repeats irritating things daily as if doesn't care, listen or understand so I have to repeat myself

Hit the road he said. thats what I do. regarding working on stuff using toxic chemicals..

 so I ought to say that to him.

HIT THE ROAD, that is me, That is what i do

Pandora playlists automatically made for him. listens to without skipping

 so does this mean he thinks he has no choice?

wants music and things selected for him?

I, on the other hand skip right over crap I dont like.

he plays computer chess alot while sitting in recliner in living room and listens to shit news for hours

He is being calm and nice today. working on a door he just spent a lot of money on.

 and he is wearing a dust mask in the garage with the inside door open so the fumes are going all through the house and I am breathing this shit

just like always.

protects himself 

not concerned about anyone else

he is using rust mort a very toxic chemical combination that specifically states do not inhale dust fumes or have any skin contact. causes severe eye damage

it is a wonder i am alive survived this insane behavior of him working on cars parts engines weed eaters mowers any type of item gasoline powered or otherwise

Listens to the commercials

 Keeps same radio station on in car eont change channel even tho hates song or advertising